Just to Start

My life is a journey, full of discoveries on every step I take. Some might think that blogging is lame. I use to be one of those. Recently, I discovered that writing down your thoughts everyone once in a while, helps you grow even more. You come back to those thoughts, and you ask yourself "what was I thinking? Did I learn anything or gain anything from this?" I guess this is more of a diary. or maybe not. It is more of a account of why I do, and whether others read it or not, it is here to help me reflect on my life.
I remember that at the end of my senior year, I used that I had it all figure out. I thought I knew who I was. But college has popped the bubble I used to live in. To many thing have happened, and I don't know who I am anymore. What I do know if that I am not going to let anything or anyone stop me in the middle of my journey. I am whiling to learn from others, and explore new frontiers. It wasn't until a week ago that I realize that feeling sorry for myself wasn't going to take me anywhere. Today I finally feel encouraged to leave behind me everything that happened, set my mind to what really matters, and set my heart on those that deserve it. I am finally ready to enjoy what life has to give me, and not complain about what I am missing.
I know that along the way I will find wonderful things and people that will help me stay afloat. At the same time, I know that there will be obstacles that will make me fall and break down, but I won't let that defeat me. I will stop worrying about finding my soul mate, because whether or not I will ever find that person, the only thing that matters is my happiness.

Carlos